Deceptive Temp

 Over at the School of Life, 

It was a peaceful, loving, joyful, type of day. 

They all ate pizza and had sodas of all sorts. 

She did her laundry and organized her suitcase. 

She threw a lot of old items out that were just 

weighing her down. 

The Leo New moon was about to Roar into her life

the very next and so she felt an urge to 

begin new. 

Not even new, but more so in tune

with her true self. 

However, 

the urge became quite challenging as she went to 

switch over her laundry 

to the dryer. 

She ran into her Pisces buddy... 

The one who always had the mini beers. 

But also the one that had the tattoo of

 the Spade 

right in plain sight. 

He called her over and gave her a hug almost instantly,

however, 

this time he whispered something 

in her ear. 

"Wanna go, just you and me? have some fun!?"

She laughed her nervous laugh as she always did

when she felt an energy of darkness. 

As she sent the dark energy back through a lack 

of immediate acceptance, 

she realized the school dog had come running up to her. 

This brought back the memory for her, 

of the time when she was bit by a dog

for trying to chase after dark energy in order to stop it.

Her lesson there was to not chase Dark Energy. 

But also to not try to change it. 

But rather stick with what she enjoyed. 

And so she walked away from the Pisces guy.

Left him hanging with no actual answer. 

When she got to the laundry and began flipping the load,

 she remembered to 

call in Holy Spirit and ask him for guidance. 

As she called Holy Spirit in, and dared to ask, 

"Should I take this guy up on his offer"?

Holy Spirit said to her, 

"Did you see the Spade"?

And right then and there, she just knew... 

She knew. 

Her intuition told her the answer long ago. 

And Holy Spirit was now backing her up. 

She didn't know how to explain how she knew things. 

However, 

they were always right. 

And she was done questioning herself. 

She had doubted herself long enough 

and had to deal with the horrible 

consequences that followed. 

It was time for her to go back to what she 

always had since birth. 

It was no longer necessary for her to 

keep going against herself in order to 

feel the pain of the consequences 

in order to feel loved. 

Because she had finally learned 

once and for all 

that Pain 

was Never 

Love.