Unknown Changes

 Saturn had been trying to tell her something, 

but she wasn't able to hear it. 

He then tried showing it to her 

when the Capricorn Full Moon was at 18 degrees,

through one of

natures purest interactions;

a tick under her skin scare.

To which she, of course, just bravely went ahead

and had it removed.

During the Leo New moon at 2 degrees,  she was 

supposed to be planting a new seed around 

putting herself first... 

Yet, time and time again, 

She still kept running into people and giving 

them her undivided attention. 

Even when it was her whom actually

 required the most attention. 

Now, as she sat only 5 days away from the next 

big event,

the Aquarius Full Moon at 16 degrees

which was supposedly her true authentic Light degree, 

she knew that she was definitely not brightly lit. 

She was sneezing, aching, coughing, stuffy... 

and she really didn't have a clue as to what she needed 

to change. 

Uranus was just going to have to shock and surprise

the sh*t out of her in order to shake

her out of the spell she had fallen under since 

only he knows when. 

She was the most stubborn of creatures to change. 

Well,

 that was not actually totally true, cuz she was always 

changing... 

Changing for others. 

However, when it came time to change back for herself... 

She hadn't the slightest of clues as to which way 

to turn. 

So she just stood in one place spinning. 

Like a top... 

Until one day, 

it would just stop. 

She wondered....

If it took Uranus to zap her off her track, 

then would it also take another zap attack 

to get her back? 

Cuz really she was getting weak and tired now. 

There was just no more energy left in her to keep going. 

August 22nd was the Virgo New Moon at 0 degrees... 

Would she get a new chance to try again? 

To really be Real this time?

Check back and see...