Run for it??

 The Aries Full Moon was charging straight 

at her like the Ram that he was. 

Her Aries action energies were running as 

fast as they could, yet she really had no 

idea where they were all running to. 

She had to slow down, but how? 

All she knew was to either run for the win,

or completely shut down and bury her 

head in the sand. 

However, these two flip flop energies never really

took her anywhere except for the 

exact same place she kept coming back to. 

Being Stuck. 

The homeless shelter had called her the other day

and offered her a room. 

Even though, it seemed as though there was movement offered, 

she was still very hesitant to take that next step. 

She knew that if she ran with it, 

she would lose for sure. 

But she also knew that if she didn't make a move, 

she'd miss another opportunity. 

However, what was she really going to miss? 

Rooming with 3 other people she didn't even know and

based off what 

 she already saw over at the shelter were people

who were heavily sedated and drugged for mental illnesses. 

Yet, she was supposed to see this as an opportunity? 

Who was she kidding? 

Definitely not herself. 

But so then, what exactly was she supposed to do?

Holy Spirit had already told her it was time to level up. 

That there was nothing left for her here at this resonance. 

Yet, she kept failing the tests.. 

There was something tailored in her move and she 

really needed to catch it. 

Where did her Super Ego completely go against her 

own true values? 

What tailored move did she keep making over and over again

expecting a different result?

Running with a false idea?

Not going after what she truly wanted?

But why?

What energy was behind all of this stuckness? 

Her life was like a factory she hated working. 

But whether she worked it or not, 

the factory kept going. 

So who was running the show, if not her? 

The full moon in Aries was her only hope! 

Hope that it could shine some much needed light

on her dark crumbling world.